i want to break into your heart to see why you want us apart. [entries|friends|calendar] A TO THE MANDA [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[12 Nov 2006|10:17pm] i have a boyfriend, tony, and he is the best ever♥ READ & CMNT (0)

[30 Nov 2004|05:55pm] omgggg today was suuuch a great day!! first, i see steve numerous times. it was cute cause him and like 5 guys were coming at me and yet he stillllll stopped and said hi and almost hugged me but then i dropped something so yea. cause ya know, when guys are around their friends they act like they don't know you lol. then i saw him again and he waved to me. but i didn't get my hug!! grr oh well. then, mike and i are all flirty and shit and he told me i had nice lips haha. thennnn i see brent and oyy i love him! and like amanda had my camera all day and we were taking pictures of everyone. she told me to stand with this really tall kid and i'm like, ok i don't even know who he is. haha so he put his arm around me and wow he's tall lol. cute too. and yeaaa we deff. got pictures of joe who's like the hottest sophomore i've ever seen in my life, woop. i was supposed to meet up with ANOTHER mike who is beautiful. he's a senior. oyy, gorgeous. but i felt like a moron going into the weight room not in sweats, so i texted him instead cause he gave me his number last night. he texted me back at 4 when ariella was driving me home, i felt bad. =( but he saw me! and he's all like, lookin good lookin good. and that shit. then he's like, we should go on a date. ;) and im like, aw yea! and he thought i was being sarcastic so he's all like, no im serious! and yea it was cuteeee. and then he sent me the most ADORABLE one everrrrrr!! it said this; "U gotta find me! I know i saw u and u took my breath away when i looked at u. My heart skipped a beat and i got that tingly feeling" *cue the awww's* oyy man, so adorable. now i'm just praying that he means it and it wasn't bullshit of one of his gayass friends haha. soo we've been texting. he said he'll talk to me later. woop woop. now i'm here, bored, and i wanna do something but i'm too tired. i was supposed to go to the Nets game tonight but lauren's not going and i dunno anyone else who is so i just said fuck it. the end ♥ ohh, and here's some pictures for your viewing pleasure ♥ and my slut crew... jess, steve, me, amanda, kate. READ & CMNT (6)

[29 Nov 2004|09:40pm] oyy today was molto molto fun. i swear to god, mike was freakin stoned. or something. cause he was deffinitely WAY out of it. he was all like touching me and shit. damn it was weird. but i mean, hey, i can't complain lol. once again, we were gonna go 'do something' but didn't. so then afterwards, i find amanda. then we find jessica and a bunch of girls and one guy playing spin the bottle in a hallway haha. then we found steve!! someone called me from molly's phone and started bitching. it was mad gay. so steve called back and pretended to be all man whore-ish. and kyle got on the phone. and amanda. and jessica. and wow. to put it in simplest terms... amanda, jessica, kate, steve, and me have named oursleves the "slut crew" haha yupp.the picture is on my myspace. so go look & comment. =) and like i deffinitely have a huge crush on steve. amanda hurt his back so i was rubbing it for a while. then after he was done bitching at the chick on the phone, im like, 'steve, i love you' and hugged him n kissed him. then after everyone else left, it was me and him for like 10 minutes. when his mom came and picked him up, i'm like, 'where's my hug?' so he gave me a hug & i'm like, 'yea you NEVER hug me!' so he gave me the most amazing hug i've ever gotten from a boy then i'm like, i expect one everyday from now on at lunch. ;) hehe so i get a hug every day now. and yea we have the same lunch and shit. 5th period, represent. anyways, i got home and i was starving so i ate then talked to people and fell asleep and woke up like not even an hour go just to watch a show and then go back to sleep lol. the end. ♥ READ & CMNT (2)

[28 Nov 2004|11:25pm] ok so last night from like 1:30ish til exactly 6:14, i was on and off the phone with jesse. <3 more on than off, though. yea, him and his friend adam were playing halo 2 and i was on the phone helping them cause i fuckin own at that game. =) today he woke me up at like 12:30ish and then around 3 we hung out. me, him, and adam. we were gonna see the incredibles cause the two of us have been dying to see it, but instead we went to red robin and ate and talked to people. adam took a picture of jesse and i on his phone, aww. then we drove back over to the commons. walked around. went into barnes & noble. adam waited outside and jesse and i went in and he used the toilet then we looked at sex books haha. man, i had a good time today. he drove me home around 5 and kissed me in his car and it was all cute. =) ♥ oh!! and we listened to "fasciatami cantare"!! haha it's this WICKED awesome italian techno song that i know by heart and know it's translation so i sang it and he was all impressed, woopwoop! he has his ipod hooked up to his car, which was so cool. annnd we also listened to 'satisfaction', greenday, and yellowcard. oyy, he's my new best friend ♥ READ & CMNT (2)

[28 Nov 2004|01:15am] wow so much to update about. i'd read the whole thing if i were you ;) soo thursday night i was on the phone with jesse for a while. he's simply amazing. <3 then i woke up at 9 on friday, took a shower, and went into the city with my aunt carol, alaina, dana, robin, bethany, and mackenzie [sp]. SO much fun! we walked all over the place. on madison avenue we went into all the really expensive places. and we ate in a chinese resturaunt. thennnn went into more shops. then went into the trump tower and fell asleep on a table with dana and bethany while aunti c, mackenzie, robin and alaina played uno. then at like 5 we met up with alyssa, bill, and my aunt's friend ian. aw man, alyssa & bill are so cute together. i hope they get married. =) anyways, we walk around deciding what to do. went to madame tussaud's wax museum but only went in the lobby. they have wax statues of julia roberts (pregnant), donald trump, george bush, jlo, madonna, and someone else idk. they looked SO real! so then we go to eat at o'flahertys which is an irish pub on resturaunt row. it was good, yumm. then alyssa and bill leave and go to a martini bar so the rest of us drive down to chinatown / little italy. i LOVE those two places! yea so in c-town we go into one of those stores with knock off bags and the dude gives us this address to a place that has designer brands. one word = SCARY!! we so i bought a prada bookbag for 35 bucks. it's cute. bethany got a shitload of louis vuitton stuff. then we went home. and i go to sleep around 1 then jesse calls then neil calls then jesse calls then i call jesse back. aw man, i love those two boys. neil was so drunk, it was cute. today i woke up at 11 then me, my mom, and my sister met up with aunt carol, robin, bethany, mackenzie, and ian at some diner. it was cool. then we went to the disney store!!!!! ahhhh i wanna work there!! it was so amazingggg! i felt like a kid in a candy shop lol. my mom bought me this tinkerbell snowglobe for christmas cause i'm OBSESSED with tinkerbell and my sister was so adorable. she got so much haha. yea then my mom drove us down to macy*s and her and my sister left. wow that store is huge. NINE floors! i bought a real cute XOXO bag, lancome juicy tubes lip gloss (miracle.. it's amazing.. my 3rd one lol), magenta MAC lip liner that im using as eyeliner, and a chai tea latte from starbucks lol. then met up with my aunts other friend patti. then we went to jeckkle & hyde club to eat. not the one midtown, the other one. (i went to the midtown one last year on a class trip haha). omg it was soo much fun!! one of the guys was hitting on my aunt haha. so we left and drove to the empire state building and went up to the 86th floor. someone jumped off that yesterday at like 10:20 am and landed on the 5th floor. HAHA! i love new york. yea so that was amazing. i bought adrienne a post card and i'm mailing it to her even though she's lives like around the corner. i promised her i'd bring her something home from nyc lol annnd i've been on the phone with jesse on and off all day. we were gonna hang out tonight but idk when my dad's coming home from work and yea, i'd have to sneak out of the house and all. so we're gonna hang out tomorrow. i'm so happy. =) this weekend was SO amazing! badabababa... i'm lovin it ♥ READ & CMNT (4)

[25 Nov 2004|02:36pm] what an amazing night and morning!! =) so last night i stayed at a hotel like 10 minutes away from me haha. talked to jesse<3 for some time before they made me go to bed so we could get up at like 6. so we get up, i did my hair, and we were off. went into new york city for the parade, woo! it was amazing. we were on the 7th foor of some building on broadway and 40th and i was stancing in the window haha. anyways, i started this entry at 2:36 and it's not 5:27. moving on... i saw ryan cabrera, gavin degraw, joe nameth, and tons of other people who ALL waved to me! i think i actually have a picture of degraw waving.. amazing! oh, and santa waved to me too! haha i can't wait till christmas. it was soo much fun. next year i'm gonna hold a string to the spongebob balloon. =) then we went across the street and got amazing pizza. then walked down to times square and went into sephora and now i smell like 70 different perfumes. but they're so prettyyyy. so we came home and i got to sit in the trunk! hells yea! and neil called and we're gonna make a blonde baby somehow. it's funny cause i'm nowhere's near blonde and he's black. so that process of making a blonde baby will be interesting. so i got home, watched some football as everyone got to my house, and fell asleep. then woke up and ate. and now i'm here.we're celebrating my cousins alaina & dana's birthdays. alaina was 16 on the 22nd and dana is 18 today. soo happy birthday!! tonight i think i'm staying at another hotel. then we're going back into the city tomorrow. amazing <3 READ & CMNT (6)

[24 Nov 2004|01:38pm] i just made myself throw up. i'm not really sure why. i think after last night, i needed some healing. hopefully this won't be a constant thing. anyways, last night jesse [from livingston] called me but i missed the call but when i went to get my phone to call him, it was 11:26 and he called at 11:23 so it wasn't that bad. so we were talking for over an hour. he's amazing. we're so different, yet we have no much in common. i love it. he made me smile. =) & laugh cause he was beating up his brother. fun stuff. vinny also replied to the message i sent him: haha its ok yea idk ur a cool person but i feel liike an ass nd yea my friends are assholes too ...not really sure what's going on his mind but i'm not gonna be the one to talk to him. if he wants to continue a friendship with me, then he can be my guest. but i'm not gonna chase after him. it sucks, cause i really did like him alot too. whatever. no school today, whaaaaaaaat. so i slept till 11:30 when my nanny [grandma.. not a nanny like on the show haha] woke me up cause she was going to get my brother from school and i had to watch my sister. yea now i'm bored. brent just IMed me. i love him mucho!! tonight i'm staying at a hotel with my aunt and a bunch of other people and we're going to the Macy*s thanksgiving day parade tomorrow in the city. woohoo!! i'm excited, i've never gone before. so i probably won't have another update till tomorrow. Happy Turkey Day! READ & CMNT (6)

[23 Nov 2004|10:13pm] wow. everything that could have went wrong tonight... went wrong tonight. i'm so upset. i wanna cry. so adrienne and i get to the theater and vinny and his people weren't there yet so we walked over to barnes & noble for the hell of it. then he called and was like, where are you.. blah blah. so i tell him and he starts walking over and adrienne and i start walking back then like we're passing them and i'm just standing there and finally he realizes it's me and wow. i barely got a hello, no hug, and we said like 4 words to eachother in the whole 15 minutes we were together. i really have no idea, maybe he was just trying to be cool in front of his friends. whatever. so his friends were leaving and literally i start screaming, i'm just like, "JUST GO!" so he did and adrienne and i walked ALL THE WAY from the AMC theater back to bloomfield. it was harsh. i can't even explain. whatever, tonight sucks. i sent vinny a messgae on myspace though that said this: i'm sorry. i don't even think i have to be, but i am. you probably hate me but that's ok cause i hate myself too. maybe it was just the wrong time and place. i dunno. i'm rambling. deal with it. or maybe i just wasn't what you thought i was. i just felt bad cause you've been asking to hang out for a while now and this was like the only thing i could think of. i would have had you come over or something but my parents are weird when i'm with guys. i doubt you'll reply to this or ever talk to me again but whatever. it was nice while it lasted. or something. but if you do actually reply n talk to me and wanna 'start over' then why not. i can't believe i'm still talking. yea, k bye. it says he read it. he didn't reply. FUCK HIM, AND FUCK BOYS! i can't wait till jake comes home from florida <3 READ & CMNT (3)

[23 Nov 2004|04:50pm] omg last night was amazing. i was talking to vinny on and off for like 10 hours and only got like 3 and a half hours of sleep but it's all good lol. i love that boy. today was fun. domenic is my bestest friend & jason is growing on me. yea i started out hating him cause he said i had fake hair, but he gave me the biggestttt hug today and yea. mike also gave me a huge hug & kiss. i felt the love. we were gonna go 'do something' but i kinda turned him down cause i'm an idiot and i don't know why. yea oh well. then i was with amanda and sara and alot of other people for a while. tonight i'm going to the movies with vinny!!!!!!!!! <333 yay! & two of his friends and adrienne & molly. we're seeing the seed of chuckie. i don't plan on watching the movie though. wink. haha kidding. kinda. not really. anyways, i'm so exciting to finally hang out with him. him & his friends might pink me up & i might meet adrienne & molly there but i dunno yet. hm yea another update later on what should be a wwwooonnndddeeeerrrrful night hehe <33 READ & CMNT (4)

[22 Nov 2004|05:32pm] domenic and i are completely insane. we were being asses all afternoon. it was so much fun. i love him. i came home and talked to vinny. he asked if i wanted to hang out tonight and i said yea. but my parents are fucking gay... i'm basically not allowed to have guys over my house. and i hate how i had to tell him that. it's fucking embarassing. they still treat me as if i'm 11 years old. so anyways, i took a nap and he woke me up at 5. =) what a sweetie, i love him. i was soo half asleep so after we hung up, adrienne called, then i called vin back and i'm like, what on earth was i talking about? lol so yea. i figured i'd go to the mall or something and he could meet me there. then he called me just like 5 minutes ago [sweet!!!<3] but then he seemed uneasy when i told him i might go to the mall. i was TRYING to hint something cause then i'm like, you should come. but i dunno. this is why i can NEVER be in a serious relationship with anyone! my parents aren't ready to accept the fact that i'm NOT a child anymore and i'm gonna have boyfriends in the future WHO WILL WANT TO COME OVER ON OCCASSION. granted, i haven't even told them about vinny yet, but that's besides the point haha. oyy i'm really beginning to like him. alot. so of course since we're interesting in eachothe, we won't be anything more than friends. we'll make out a few times. then we won't talk after that. yea cool. whatever. tomorrow i'm supposed to be going to the nets game but apparently they're in denver? ugh i have no idea. i'm so confused. and in a really bad mood. i wanna see vin!!!! ughhhhhh!! I HATE LIKING BOYS!! ='( i need a comment. oh yea, it's my cousin alaina's sweet 16 today. and this hottie chris's birthday but i have no idea how old he is haha. happy birthday!!! READ & CMNT (2)

navigation [ viewing | most recent entries ] [ go | earlier ]